mamashope

Hi all

I figure that since this is the season of Halloween that I would share with you a little story that happened.

I was busy working on a story that I am writing this novel that I have been working on. I had just gotten done writing about the villain in the story. Here I will have to describe him for you all.

He has white blond hair is about 6' tall and has eyes that are so blue they are almost white themselves. Right after I wrote this I went outside for a cigarette and this guy was
walking down my street, and holy shit he looked exactly like the villian in my story.

I told Beth about this and she got the creeps.
The weird part is I have never seen this guy again.
LOL Happy Halloween.

Hey my friends.....GUESS WHO'S BACK

IT'S MEEEEEEEEEEE!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

Finally after months of no internet I finally got it back on

and I come bearing a gift for you

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=52-F1I9Qitc&feature=related

this is a video you have got to see.
Beth and I laughed our asses off.

I have missed you all so much.

I'm working now so I'll be around as much as I can I PROMISE

Finally I am back again. My tower broke down. You know sometimes computers can be a pain in the ass.
Well one good thing came out of being off line. Beth has challenged me to a Word Challenge. We have 154
words to work with. Here I will share with you the first of my ficlets.

Title Breathe
Author: Mamashope
Beta anglefire2006
rating none
Warning it's sad
Pairing Vigorli
#1 Breathe (100) Orli's POV

How many times I have heard that word from you, How many times you have whispered so soft in my ear,Just Breathe.
You have filled me with hope, something I had thought I had run out of, and gently you say, Just Breathe.
You come to me, when the night is too much for me to bear. When dreams turn into haunting nightmares,
I hear your voice beside me, you say to me, Breathe baby.
I reach out to hold you, but you are not really there. It is then that I remember, and with a sob,

I Breathe.

I am having a good time writing these. I have to figure out how to make the challenge chart then I will share all the words with you.

Hey all:

Sorry I haven't been around lately, but up until just a couple of days ago I had no internet. It got shut off like two days before VIGGO'S
birthday (damn). But here I am again.

During my time off line I learned a very IMPORTANT piece of info.

NEVER EAT HOT DOGS AROUND A BI SEXUAL GUY.

Beth's boyfriend is bi, and I will never be the same again. We had him over for dinner one night
and I made these really huge hot dogs. OMG.....He made me turn red.

I have to say though I really love this guy, he treats her with such respect it dumbfounds me.
I think it's so cute the way he kisses her hand (AWWWW)

Well be back later, Love you all

I am so excited.
BETH is moving here. I haven't seen her in almost three months.
She will be here tomorrow or Sunday. I CAN'T WAIT.
I have been so very worried about her, knowing that she has been depressed and not being able
to be there for her has been hell. We talked today several times and she told me that she was
a little nervous about the move, but she misses us all so much. She made me cry.
I love her so much and this is the longest that we have been apart. I am hoping that this will be a new start for us all.

xoxoxo

Hey I'm Back.

We finally got our phone on and internet.
I have missed you all and hope that you are all well.

We moved into a whole house(First whole house I've ever lived in)

It's beautiful, 3 bedroom with livingroom, diningroom, spacious kitchen, and familyroom,
which I made into my bedroom, so actually it's a 4 bedroom.
I have a deck out back, with a fenced in yard, lots of room for the kids.

There are a few things I am still getting use to, like the thunder, it echoes off the mountains
and rattles the whole house. The other thing would be the bugs. OMG they have some of the biggest bugs
I have ever seen,lol.

well I'm going for now, check in soon

love to all

P.S Thank you to those who left me messages wishing us well.

Hugs Becky

Well this is my last day on journal until I get settled in Tennessee.
Not sure how long it will be before I get internet, hopefully not long.
I will miss you all and will be thinking of you. I have some stories on my computer that I have wanted to read so at least I won't be to awefully bored,lol.
Besides I have a job waiting for me there. I'm a bit nervous about working again.
I think it's been almost 13 years since I last had a job. I have enjoyed being a stay at home mom, but now thaT my youngest son is going to be a first grader it's time to get back into the swing.

Well I have to go. Love you all
Becky

Just an update. Rascal is now with me. She was a bit to much for my mom so I took her back. I have decided that she has been through enough and isn't going anywhere anymore. I love my kittes,lol.

hugs to all

Sometimes the plans that you have just are not what is meant to be.
After the death of tigger I had said that I didn't want any more cats. Yesterday my upstairs neighbors moved out (THANK GOD)
They had two female cats that they decided to throw out with their FUCKING garbage. I have no concept as to how people can treat their
pets like this.I now have one of the two. Her name is MOMO and she is either 5 or 6 months old. She is a tuxcido cat Black and White
and very very sweet. I called my mom who also had just lost her 17 year old siamese, at first she wasn't sure that she wanted another cat,
then I told her what had happened with Momo and her sister Rascal. She now has Rascal,lol. Nothing like having made decisions.
Racal is a calico and is just as sweet as her sister. They have had such a rough start. They were never allowed inside the apartment upstairs,
instead they had to live on the back porch. I can not tell you how many times my husband would get so mad at hearing these poor babies
crying. I am so mad that people can act like this toward an animal, like they have no feelings. Momo is an awesome cat and I believe that we were
brought together for a purpose. My next plan of action is to get Momo fixed and maybe declawed. I am hoping that our lives together will be long and happy.

thanks for listening to me rant. Love you all

I just wanted to let you all know that Beth moved out last night. I knew it was coming, just not like it happened.
I hate it when things are done in anger. We talked a liitle and I guess I can understand why she left. Doesn't really make it any easier.
I miss her more then any words can ever say, but I hope that she can be happy.
I am planning on moving to Tennessee around the middle of July. I am looking forward to the change.
Jobs are really hard to find here in Rochester but my husband and I both have work waiting for us when we move.
The hardest part will be leaving my daughter here.

I don't really know what else to say right now so I'll write more later till then love to all

Sorry I haven't been around, my computer has been giving me hell. I have alot to tell you all, 1st
My daughter Beth graduated from highschool on Friday the 13th,lol. She looked beautiful and I hope to have pics to share along with
Prom pics of her and my other daughter Kristyn who is graduating on the 25th.

I also lost my cat. We had to have him put down and I am still sick about it even though it's been over a month.
I miss him so much.

IN LOVING MEMORY.

Tigger The Woo Man Doyle
March 16th 2001 - April18th 2008

I'll Be back with more later, till then love and kisses to all

TO ALL MY WRITING FRIENDS.

...but I think you will find that, if you continue to write fiction, every character you create is partly you.
When you ask yourself what a certain character will do given a certain set of circumstances, you're
making the decision based on what you yourself would (or, in the case of a bad guy, wouldn't do)
Added to these versions of yourself are the character traits.

Quote From On Writing by Stephen King.

I hadn't really thought about this, but now that I have I find this is quite true.

I have to take a moment and thank my dear friend nurseowens for reintroducting me to a band that was one of my favorites.



I loved R.E.M. and after reading her story Imitation Of Life I have been listening to them all day. If by some chance you have not read this story
I HIGHLY recommend it. Just make sure you have lots of tissues nearby.

Hi ladies.

Heres something that I wanted to share. Beth did this about three years ago. I think that it is one of her best works.
I hope you enjoy it also.



loves and hugs

I Cannot beleive that it's birthday time for some of my favorite writers.

Heres my little gift for them








This is just four of the hot sex filled stories that have been written by them.

A HAPPY BIRTHDAY WISH TO sistersinslash

Merry Christmas to all my loving friends. I hope it was a great day for all.

love ya

Hello everyone.

I hope you have had a lovely weekend. Mine was a bit of a disaster. My computer kept crashing and I lost everything, all my vigorli videos are gone and I am really pissed off. I don't know how to replace them. If anyone has any ideas please let me know.

xoxoxo

Just thought I would let everyone know how things are with Beth.

She has made honor roll all year and has been cut free for a year now. I am so proud of her and her achievments.
She has been working with special need children throughout the school year and really enjoyed it. This summer she will be working with more kids and I know it will be great for her. Our relationship is very close and it makes me happy to have her around. Thank you to those special friends who have been asking about her and keep loving us even though I'm not around as much as I should be. Hopefully that will change.

I Miss you all so much
xoxoxo

HAPPY MOTHER'S DAY.

I Hope you all have a blessed and safe Mother's Day.

I just recently got an account on youtube and I had to share this with you all.
I hope you like it as much as I do.

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=RMqozfGT9pM

hugs and kisses to all.